last tree amazing years

I've been blogging since 22 January of 2010
now, it's been 3 years pass 3 days. its 3 after 3.haha
looking back to this blog, isinya mostly tentang kehidupan, impian, keluarga, dan passion.
ke empat hal di atas kayaknya emg world most infinite things to be told.
kalo baca satu satu dr dulu, rasanya tuh emm..
campur aduk. tapi ada bagusnya sih, kadang disaat gue gayakin terus baca-baca lagi postingan dulu soal passion dan impian gue, emm rasanya ada sedikit pencerahan. *sedikit*
anywaaaaay gue dapet peer selama liburan nih...
nikki o kakimasu.
menulis diari dan dalam bahasa jepang. nah kan peernya kurang cihuy apa coba.
karena belom lancar, alhasil gue menulis dengan kalimat standar dan bahasa kaku.
oiaa sekarang, gue di bandung.
sendirian, duit tipis, dan minggu ada acara di ITB.
ada seminar tentang Japan Educational.
gasabaaar, tapi sayangnyaa yaa gue sendirian.heuu
tadinya mau berlima dan 4 lainnya gajadi.
karena gue udah di bandung yaa, mending gue jadiin sekalian lah.haha
ceming deh, hape item mati gabisa internetan...
anywaay selamat liburan pals :)

last tree amazing years

I've been blogging since 22 January of 2010
now, it's been 3 years pass 3 days. its 3 after 3.haha
looking back to this blog, isinya mostly tentang kehidupan, impian, keluarga, dan passion.
ke empat hal di atas kayaknya emg world most infinite things to be told.
kalo baca satu satu dr dulu, rasanya tuh emm..
campur aduk. tapi ada bagusnya sih, kadang disaat gue gayakin terus baca-baca lagi postingan dulu soal passion dan impian gue, emm rasanya ada sedikit pencerahan. *sedikit*
anywaaaaay gue dapet peer selama liburan nih...
nikki o kakimasu.
menulis diari dan dalam bahasa jepang. nah kan peernya kurang cihuy apa coba.
karena belom lancar, alhasil gue menulis dengan kalimat standar dan bahasa kaku.
oiaa sekarang, gue di bandung.
sendirian, duit tipis, dan minggu ada acara di ITB.
ada seminar tentang Japan Educational.
gasabaaar, tapi sayangnyaa yaa gue sendirian.heuu
tadinya mau berlima dan 4 lainnya gajadi.
karena gue udah di bandung yaa, mending gue jadiin sekalian lah.haha
ceming deh, hape item mati gabisa internetan...
anywaay selamat liburan pals :)

11-01-13

ada apa dengan judul?
a date? what is make this day so special?
jawaban gue adalah engga ada sama sekali.haha
agaknya gue lagi "run out of tittle"
curhatan kali ini tentang gue yang pengen motong rambut pendek, ujian yang so-so-ridiculously awehhhsaaam, and some of blabbing something nonsesnse.

first case, it is only about 2 weeks since i cut my hair.
from such a long thick hair (it is only half of my back but it is my longeeest hair ever!) to some kind of hair, semacam bob tapi tetep panjang (kalo dikuncir yaa keliatannya bob doang), aaand noow i just found out that short hair is freakingly match my face soo sooo sooo muchos!
heuuu
cut some hair off wouldn't make people die right?

second case, ujian yeey yuaassss.
tinggal dua mata kuliah lagi.
struktur beton daaan rekayasa air tanah.
yoooosh!!!
open book kan dua duaanyaa yaa? (ngarep)
these subject are two subject which full of formula, number, and need such a accuracy in calculating something. if you get wrong from the start, that means a zero point.
ooh anywaay gue sukses mengarang di ujian sistem transportasi. kayaknya sih tema ujiannya "mengarang bersama".
handstand everyone!!!

last case, blabbing sessions.
kemariin gue pergi aerobik menghilangkan stressnya sistrans (i would like to make you sure that the test was so out of expectation).
my first aerobic ever and my first time i do sport for a long time (more than one hour with less than 15 minutes rest) in my whole life.ahahaha
some people that know me best may already know that i am suck at sport, like running and such a ball game.
the things that i know is, i just good at playing with water and kasti. both of them are the things that i used to since kid.

aerobik? you've gotta be kiddin on me? you are not fat.
gue gabegitu suka olah raga, tapiii bukan berarti gue gatau pentingnya olahraga.
gue aerobik bukan buat ngecilin badan (eh tapi mungkin, secara gue almost over weight lately) tapi karena

gue ngerasa udah jarang banget gerakin badan.
trus bukan berarti juga gue seniat itu aerobiknya.
sense of "harmony" gue agaknya melemah karena gapernah gerak, alhasil gue miss mulu aerobiknya.
ditambah gue lemah dalam senam. aduh senam aja lemah.
alhasil gue melakukan gerakan sesuka hati dan membuat mba instrukturnya, namanya Rini apa Dini gitu, sampe ngelitain gue tersenyum senyum. ya ya ya, orang orang serius ngikutin gerakan dari instruktur sementara gue sibuk dengan gerakan ciptaan gue, abis aerobik kemarin full of contraction yang gue gatau gimana caranya.

selesai aerobik gue gatel liat ruangan berkaca-kaca dan memiliki matras banyaaak sekali.
jadilah gue, yang entah kenapa pengen banget kayang, menyiapkan matras untuk kayang.
ngeliat gue kayang instrukturnya nanya
"kamu ikut yoga yaa?"
oalah, gue melongo. "saya aja gasuka olah raga mba"
"tapi bagus ko bisa kayang, lentur artinya. kalo ma di adain aja"
nah gue setuju mba. saya mauuu banget ikutan yoga walaupun takut ketiduran.

setelah percakapan itu gue baru inget, ada lagi loh olah raga yang gue bisa. senam lantai.
galentur-lentur amat, tapi gaparah-parah amat deh kayaknya.
gue bisa kayang, roll depan rol belakang, nyium lutut, dan gerakan lilin (ini sih dulu, skrg kaki gabis lurus masa --")
berarti gue masih ada tampang suka plah raga. uyeeaaaa
jadi kalo ditanya suka olah raga apa, gue jawab senam lantai. apapun yang terjadi.ahahaha

hah enywaaay lima hari menjelang pulang. uyeaa jakartaaa i am coming! bandung do you miss meee????
gue udah nyiapin dus nih buat ngepak barang di kos.fiuuuh
nyiapin dusnya doang, ngepaknya mah paling besok kalo ga minggu.

late pict ;)

just call this yuaasss madness

yuas apaan deh?
oh iyu? itu sih maksudnya UAS, biar unyu aja dikit.haha
hari ini hari kedua gue ujian.dududu
dan gue udah beli tiket pulang untuk tanggal 16. yay yay yay!
biarpun sekarang tanggal 7, yang artinya 9 hari lagi gue baru pulang, tapi bawaannya tuh mau packing aja deh ini.wihihi

ceklis pulang udah dibuat?
emm belom bikin deh liburan yang sekarang.
anywaaaaaaay entah kenapa yaah mimpi gue lagi bagus bagus nih. ada yang "mungkin" terlalu bagus sampe akhirnya gue lupa tapi tetep dengan hati senang pas bangun tidur, ada juga yang bikin gue bisa senyum seharian.hihi

jadii biarkan gue bercerita tentang mimpi gue.
entah bagaimana mungkin gue terlalu terpesona sama si anak kembar yang ini...
alhasil gue mimpiin merekaa.
sugoooi neee. totemo sugooi desu.kyaaaa
jadi dimimpii gue mereka ngadain konser di Indonesia (Amin ya Allah)
nah for some reason that i don't even know, jadilah gue seorangpihak yang sangat VVVVVVVVIP. makan disebelah mereka, ngatur jadwal, bahkan sampe ikut setiap photosession.haha
kerennya lagi, mau gue ngapain mereka, fans mereka tuh gada yang berani sama gue.
ya ampun, what a dream!
nah jadilah gue tiap liat laptop senyum senyum sendiri.dudududu

emm mungkin sih biasa aja mimpinya, tapi efeknya itu.ehehehe

mungkin ini efek karena gue terlalu siap menghadapi si "yuaass" ini dan pengen cepet libur.haha

anywaay biar ujian gue masih tetep les nanti sore.

yay, semaangaat. sedikit lagii selesai.

new years and what?

i know it is soooo late, but still..

happy new year minna sama :)

i wish i have a new years's photo but i didn't get my tripod back yet. hiks

well well, tell me what's your new years's wishes?

i can feel already that this year is going to be such a fabulous years. more shining than past years, sparkling and twinkling even better!
my very first missions are to pass this five term's exam as best as that i can get, then have a good photo session this year and also have wonderful holiday. yay!
next mission is pass the N-5 exam with ji to the o o di (read: good) result.
my blog-mate say that "be kindly" and what am i going to say is Amin ya Allah.

anyway peeps.
i have such a news and such a story to tell ya!
in this new year's eve:
good news?
my pap was coming, with mom, and my brother.
they took a hotel but since they got a suite room, which is cost two times than regular ones, after one night they decided to sleep at my room. haha
feels good to make a decision to buy 200 x 180 cm bed. useful for my-quite-big-family.
my little brother get psp because he has a good mark. i do happy for his mark. you know how a scholar subject lately, not as easy as my time. there's no special coming from the psp, it just a toy. but, my brother knows how much i love persona (Japanese game) so that he had the game for me.
he told me that it is hard to play, but when i played it, i know how could this game be so hard for him.
for everyone who don't know what is persona about, i'll tell you.
persona is a game which you have to do a battle but also main a connectivity with another npc.
you have to beat a demon in order to keep things right with your equipment or else, you can summon a persona (something like your guardian angel or yeaaaaah something that you can summon to do the battle).
i played persona 3, which come for PS 2, but then the ps is broken so i never play that again. then i read the comic, and watch the manga.
anyway I've never finished that game. but still, it is good game with a good graphic.
if you curious you may play it yourself.
i just never expected that he asked persona game to the merchant for me. what a lucky sister.
let's move on into another brother. he is ranked 26 for 31 student.
i know he is having such a hard time. i do really wish to be around him to help.
my father told him, "I never asked you to get the 1st rank or what, but please have a good mark. you may be the last but still at least your minimum point is 8 or 9 out of 10"
then i wonder, eeem no matter what he said, he just wanted the best for their kids. (he even asked me how about to have a refrigerator plus AC at dorm, and even he said that it would be great if i have my own house here. oh my God sir. i am not having such an intention to live here more than next 2,5 years)

speaking of paps...
my friends pap, Muammar's pap passed away this morning. about 5 am. he text me and i was reading that news in half awake since I've just go to sleep at 4++ this morning.
it was like ah really? then i fell asleep again.rrrr
just this noon I checked up my phone and read that message again. took a minute to finally found out oh my God. how come.
when i was in high school i knew that his father was suffering for something that i don't exactly knew.
well peps, the death is waiting us.
whoever you are, wherever, and whenever it might come.
let's pray all...
start...
...
...
finish...
may Allah always be with him.
i do believe that he is a good father muam :)

jump back to my family news, do you know my sissy.
the most closest girl siblings that i have are Ochy and Dwi.
why i wanted to talk about them? because we have a little age differences and they are the most closest girl in my family.
Ochy is married already and she is having a kiddo! i am officially an aunty.
my far far far faaaaaaar siblings already have one and his kid is only 10 years younger than me which is means only 1 years younger than my littlest brother.
i did even forget their names.
back to Ochy, she was married about 1 years ago. i was attended her wedding and become their photographer.
and nooow, today, three hours ago, she has a baby!
congratulations.
yaay, Ochy foooor suree your kiddos have to call me a "beautiful aunty!"
i won't budge if your kid call me "aunty" only!
another sissy named dwi.
she is two years younger than me.
seeing her photos, i miss her sooo much! and yet i also happy that found out something like "oooo my... i guess and hope that you have a lively, lovely, and happy life always!"




it feel so good to knows that everyone around you are happy and it is hurt sometimes to know that your people were hurt too...
so 2013 be nice to my beloved family, my friends, and another people that have been always worked hard for the people their love.

potato lady wanna be,

Dian Kurnia Utami Kartadipura

how to be a man

itu komik yang lo suka kan?
ahaha, iyaa tapi bukan komiknya yang mau gue bahas.

kali ini, di malam hari yang nyaris gue sebut pagi yang terlalu buta (jam 12 kuran 15 menit waktu dimana gue nulis), gue lagi mau membahas mengenai tindakan kecill dari cowo yang biasanya sih dimata cewe (atau malah entah cuma mata gue doang) maco dan manampar hati.ahaha

terinspirasi dari kejadian waktu nonton film "Habibie & Ainun" tadi banget dan entah seliweran dari mana.haha

1. ngasih tempat duduk, apa lagi di angkutan umum. bukan buat si cewenya doang, tapi juga buat wanita lain karena emang semestinya gitu. atau yah buat orang-orang yang semestinya didahulukan untuk duduk di angkutan umum. gue suka kesel aja liat mas-mas sehat wal afiat, muda, tampang oke, tapi pas di angkutan umum gamau ngalah duduknya sama ibu-ibu.grrrrr okelah kalo angkot, gatau juga gimana ngalahnya. tapi kalo di bis? ngalah bisa kali.
2. safety riding first. nah ini juga sepele kan. tapi tuh kalo denger kata-kata "pake dulu helmnya, kalo kamu gapake aku gamau jalan loh" atau "pake dulu jaketnya, kalo kamu gapake aku gamau jalan loh". inget akang.ahahahaabaikan
3. membukakan pintu. nah ini nih, sebelumnya gue gapernah ada masalah ketika gue harus buka pintu. cumaa yah gara-gara kaka kelas gue bilang gini "kamu kan cewe, masa cewe yang bukain pintu" waktu bikin film pendek yang ceritanya gue entahlah-apanya-dia terus ada scene dimana gue sama dia bareng keluar perpus, itu tuh rasanya.... "ohh gituu yaa, jadi bukain pintu buat cewe itu juga bisa jadi pride seorang cowo"
4. bawain barang. berhubung gue anak teknik yang kebetulan proporsi cewe:cowo adalah 1:3, hima banyakan cowo, ruang kerja banyaknya sama cowo, jadilah gue entah-gimana-ceritanya merasa kalo temen-temen gue (yang cowo) adalah tipikal yang "manly". ketika gue bawa barang, ada ajaaa yang bantuin. kalo gue bilang, "gapapa aku bisa ko." mereka bakalan bilang, "udah si cewe bawanya tuh yang enteng-enteng," nah itu tuh rasanya... "oh jadi beban yang harus ditanggung pria itu lebih berat daripada cewe".
5. mengantarkan sampai tujuan, apapun bentuk penolakan dari si cewe. emm, mungkin yang bersifat pemaksaan itu aga gaenakin sih. sama, kadang tuh rasanya gaenakan kalo gue minta anterin kemana gitu, sebutlah gue bilang "bareng ya ke pwt," dan jadilah gue dianterin sampe ke tujuan se-ke-tujuan-juannya gue. mending yang ngater cuma satu orang. gue pernah sampe 5 motor yang nganter. bener-bener deh... you rock all :) 
6. berusaha menepati janjinya, biarpun sempet lupa atau apalah, tapi sebisa mungkin janjinya ditepati. nah ini pentiing ting ting ting!
7. mesenin makan atau minuman, emm mungkin sih ini sebenernya tugas perempuan yaa karena aga berbau dapur (sekalipun dapur warung makan). nah makanya gue bilang ini keren.hehe
8. tau apa yang harus dia pertahankan dan apa yang harus dia lepas.
9. tau apa yang harus dia lakukan supaya cewe gabete. okee ini aga susah, tapi kayaknya cewe gampang ter-distract perhatiannya.haha nah manfaatkanlah momen ini buat bikin si cewe gabete.perhatian kecil, termasuk sampe bilang "gemukan". wahaha. biarpun aga gamenyenangkan buat sebagian perempuan, tapi kalo sampe bisa bilang gitu kan artinya dia bisa ngeliat ada yang beda dari si perempuannya. nah buat gue tuh ini juga hal simpel tapi banyak artinya.
10. Update, ngajak jamaah. Astagaaa, parah banget inni guee hal yang ini sampe lupa.ck nah inii tuh penting tingg tiing. paling penting malahan~~~~~~~~

anywaaaaaaaaaaaaay sampe saat ini gue baru kepikiran 9.hihihi

dan buat para pria disekitar gue, termasuk buat ade gue. semoga kalian dapet cewe yang baik-baik yaa guys. kalian seneng gue jg ikut seneng. biar gada deh yaa temen gue pria-pria galau.ahaha

dan yang udah punya pacar, semoga langgeng sama pasangannya. jangan lupa di halalin!
pacaran mulu --"