somehow i feel that i am left behind the others :(
even i know that we have our own personalities, plus, minus, or ect which means that we're different, i just cant accept the fact is i am left to far behind.
sometimes i didnt feel it, but sometimes (like now) i do.
i just dont know what place and what kind of someone that know and support me fully hearted (i do believe that i always have a place and have many good friends ever, but its just hard to describe about this feeling)
well, at least i need a good luck tomorrow because i will officially become a part of HMTS. economy staff, but i hope next year is my turn to be the head of economy division :D